this is the best line i’ve ever read
Hysterical Literature; reading with a vibrator.
It was a trainwreck. I have no choice but to accept your apology. I know you’ll probably never trust me again, or look at me the same way. I’m not asking for your sympathy or trust, I just want your forgiveness. Cuz you were the real victim. I fucked up. I make stupid decisions when I drink, we all do. And those decisions hurt you. I never felt like the villain but if everyone else thinks that way then I guess it is true. No one will ever understand my sorrow, my anguish, cuz history is written by the victors - and I lost. All I know is that I loved you, more than anything. But love, the most valuable thing in the universe, has no value if it is unrequited. I should be the one apologizing, no one should ever play with someone’s heart, especially one as pure as yours.